the B Edition

There is two ways to look at this week. The following is the fleshly way!

Ugh. Another week is always hard to get up for. MONDAY! I HATE MONDAYS! I cant believe it, I have Greek this week, and I’m not all studied up, and I have to teach FRIDAY! ARRR! Its Monday and MY BACK HURTS! There is absolutely no way I am going to be able to do all of this, I’m probably going to fail Greek now! And with the teaching, you know I am just going to fall on my face.

Alright here is the way I really feel right now…

Yes! I got a day off this week, what a relief! I woke up at 9:30 today, feeling refreshed. Yeah my back is a little achy, but that’s probably because I’m sitting awkward on this couch. Its pretty sweet I don’t have to work today, this way I can get together with Rich and CJ earlier. And I’m definitely not ready for the Greek class this week, but I will be by that time, hopefully lol. I have to teach Chill this Friday, I started getting ready for that last night, it should be cool. I think I have a little fire for this one, (and by that I mean its an issue that so many people ask about, that I have had to try to explain multiple times). The title of the teaching? “Who will I marry”. Just kidding, but the chill kids were supposed to write down questions they wanted answered, and then we are supposed to do teachings with them. And the marry question was legit lol, except not good enough for a teaching, and very impossible to know anyways. The real title is “Why do people sin?”. Phew I cant wait lol, the lord gave me some good ideas last night to put together. It should be good as long as I stick with the Holy Spirit this week. lol.

So time to get moving, do some cleaning, my laundry, then i’m out! (TO B-TOWN!)

Philippians 4:13 (Contemporary English Version)

¹³Christ gives me the strength to face anything.

I have a terrible, terrible thing inside of me. My LARGE, disasterous, obtrusive, ignorant, naive, evil, consuming, EGO! I try to think back to when it began, and I actually can remember. Middle School. I was good at typing and I was taking my first computer class. Computers being the only things I was good at, I would love to point out to people how to do things, get the thanks, beat them in a typing race, then shove it in there face. Why? Why am I like this, and why has it continued until today. It’s only gotten worse. I have been warned about it, understandably so, but put it off like its no big deal, and I will worry about it later.

It’s never going to change unless I put an end to it soon …quickly. It’s obvious that changes take time, and that I will need much time to change my ways. I will be on constant prayer mode about this!

Please if you guys could pray about this, that would be great!

Oh by the way, I’m done making music. It was fun, but it’s clear that that is not where my talent is. The only reason I can produce something somewhat good is because I am skilled with software and know how to do a lot of stuff. I’ve never been musically inclined. I’ve tried instruments and all that, but it’s just not me.

I must stop here and rethink my future.

The songs I have finished though I will put up on my website. You can download those if you want. I am going to be focusing on what matters, instead of just trying to show off.

Ohhh I am so selfish. Thank You Lord for your forgiveness, otherwise I would be condemned for all my evil thoughts and intentions and actions. I am glad I don’t have to yell “Lord, forgive me for my selfish thoughts!”, because he has forgiven me for my past, present, and future.

My new, full length, amateur rap/hip-hop CD is going to be released on the eleventh of March (this is also my birthday, lol). I am going to be giving it away, via 50 cds and it will also be freely downloadable on my website, bbassett.info.

As I am not finished with it yet, I dont really know the exact numbers, but it should be about 7 or 8 tracks, totalling somewhere around 40 minutes. Long enough I’d say! It is deffinetly going to be about the same as Kanye Wests CD, minus his bonus track.

I will also have a bonus track though, a remix of one of my already done tracks! (thanks to Jake!)

The point of making this CD was for fun! I am not serious about any music career, as it is fun to do, and am willing to do it with friends, but I am done after this.

To get the single – 316, go here.

When the time comes to download, go here.