Oh mother of pearl am I like totally amazed at the following fact -aruno (aruno is like not a real word, just lettin’ u know)

Holy Shnack! People change so much so fast I can hardly believe it.

It kind of sucks like…how much my school is effed in the a. Argh.

My old friend Greg (knew him since i was little, 2 doors down from me he lived, and we were buds for a while) makes me want to wheep. I mean for real. Its like those kids in 28 weeks later, looking at there dad and mom turned into zombies. I mean like Greg used to be cool. My memories of him follow

• Cool
• Jolly
• Always wanting to play games
• Funny
• Of course sometimes annoying but hey whos not

But comparing the New G, to old “Big G” thats what i used to call him - aka Gregory Allen Mulkey Smith Jr

The last two (smith and Jr) I just added as a little nickname. But man he used to be awesome. Heres the comparison

Not too long ago (LAST FRIGGIN SCHOOL YEAR) he was still cool, i mean im sure thats when he started going down hill, but he was still cool, and what im trying to show is how fast someone could change. Man those drugs really pull people in, and down. In the time of one year, Greg went from a cool dude to a semi cool dude, to A BRAIN DEAD POT HEAD !! why GOD WHY!!! And when i say why god why, i am not directing that as in its gods fault. Hes a relational being and a good friend. Its like asking Joe - Why Joe Why - why must this world be so god damn shibby (replace the b’s with t’s).

The reason this hit me was because I was thinking of Gregs little brother (i swear ive been having prophetic thoughts lately). Anyways so i was thinking of little Billy, scared for how hes going to turn out living with pot heads. Hoping so much hes not into that yet. And I was thinking of going over to gregs to talk to him about “PLEASE DONT GET BILLY INTO THAT STUFF”. In like 2 days, Gregs dad (who has been split up from his mom¹) fell back in love with his high school sweet heart and is getting married, along with getting billy and gregs sister. I was like Awesome. It was mad random my mom telling me this, so man i swear.

So now im thinking of going over to gregs and letting him know i care about him and worry about him and what not. try to save his life and what not….

1. they were never married [↩]